Anger is like a fire burning from the inside out. Once control is lost, it explodes in every direction devouring whomever or whatever in reach. Without any regard of what is caught in it. Once we gain back control of it, we can see the damage left behind. Wounds can heal but the damage has been done.
Time is Valuable
“Don’t be that person that realizes what they lost when they lost it. Be the person who knows what they have before it is lost.”
It took time for me to realize that every moment we spend together, meant more than anything. I only have so much time with you before it runs out. I need to make every second memorable and embrace it. I didn’t need time to know that you are what I want and I’m really lucky to have you. I realized that from the start. You are not easy to forget. You are my Bestest Fxcking Friend, my Loser for life. Happy Birthday LoserButt^^ 042312’
—Stay up
George Nozuke - Stay Up
“So come make it right next to me Let me show you what love can be I’ll kiss the lips softly I’m lookin’ you right in the eyes Girl i slowly go deep inside Your heart is what i mean ‘cause i want this, want that I want anything, anything”Perception
On a day as this one, should be filled with laughter and joy. But instead, I am walking uncomfortably high. It feels like I’m falling, trapped in an abyss with images of nothing. The soul is burning slowly on the ether of life. Thinking about how things were. Not many memories I’m fond of on this day. But if anything is new, the “Me” a couple years back can’t compare to the “Me” today. I came a long ways to get here. So might as well not stop now.
Eventually all things come to and end, no matter how great or awful things may seem. Don’t be too complacent because anything can happen. Sometimes for no reason at all. But when it does happen, don’t let it stop you. The earth won’t stop rotating for you just because you are down, so don’t stop. Keep moving, until you can’t move anymore.
021412
My Very 1st Valentine ever. Spent with the LoserButt^^ Lucky me
“If there’s one thing that constantly makes my heart skip a beat, its her. She is special to me, unlike any other. Her drive to do better and do well in life is motivational. She makes me happy and I hate seeing her down. That’s why I try hard to get that smile back on her face. We aren’t perfect but I’m fine with that. Just need her to be by my side and I know I’ll be fine.”
#Late Post
Some people leap, hoping they could fly.
Mysterious how people think. Things that don’t one bit of sense to us, makes perfect sense to another. We take risk for different reasons. Although it may seem insane, but it may be the only thing keeping people sane.
My mind is exhausted. As though engulfed in flames as the seconds on a clock slowly ticks away. With rough days and even rougher nights, my free flowing mind comes back to the same thought, You. Programmed into my mind, where thinking of you becomes second nature. You became a part of me, a part of my life. Handed you the key to not only my world, but also my heart. Take good care of it for it is fragile. It may be small but this heart is like no other.
Beauty of Each New Day
Starting fresh with a new blank canvas, with new adventures and a new attitude.